My best friend.. My love.. My everything..

My best friend:

She is the one that I have been with ever since the first day I went to my university life..

My life who had been living in a small place, finally step out of my comfort zone to a new environment..

I was something I looking forward after I have completed SPM.

To be honest, I have never thought of the importance of my family at that time..

All I want is to have fun and fun and fun..

She came into my life without any warning..

Build me into a man I am today..

Yes.. I learnt a lot from her..

She is mature and know what her life will lead her to.

I was still a hippy who never think about the future.

She makes me realise that I have a heavy burden to bear..

She is always there to accompany me whenever I needed help..

From breakfast to lunch to dinner and followed with supper, we have been together all the time..

I never knew why.. But I just like her companion.. And I guess she like my companion too..

My love:

After months and months of trying..

Finally I get my love..

Someone that I willing sacrifice anything just for her.. Without any thought..

All my thought is about her and her and her..

My world basically evolves around her...

What am I if she's not there with me.. I am alone.. Totally lost..

Quarrel is something we practice every single day.

From small quarrel and ended up a big fight..

Just want to know who is right and who is wrong..

I am not a romantic guy that she wanted..

I am a boring guy who is repeating the same routine every weekend..

Doing the same old stuff.. With no surprises.. But just heartache.

I am not the guy who she could totally relied on..

Someone who she felt safe within my care.. Within my protection..

I am just a guy.. With nothing, owe nothing, get nothing..

My everything:

You might think I am cold-blooded..

You might think that I am cruel..

I give you nothing but pain.. Nothing but heartache..

I not sure what else you will remember of me after today..

It must be very hard for you..

But please stay strong and take good care of yourselves.

From afar, I will always pray for your safety like I always do..

You will always be in my heart..

29/8/11..